I need help…well…not really the physical help – help…if you understand wat I mean…think wat I need is encouragement + support & so on…cos the whole of last wk has been madness…

Sweetie woke up last Sunday with a swollen eye…for no reason @ all…the eye just swell up…went to see a doc…the swell didn’t subside till Tuesday & then on Wednesday she had fever…not very high…hovering around 38.2 ~ 38.4…but its there all the time…not going down…on Thursday friends of fever came…she started having cough & runny nose…!! She’s very grouchy / cranky / touchy…I know its due to the illness but I’m having ‘problems’ too…my left shoulder has been hurting for few mths…its not an everyday thingy…just tat when it ‘attacks’ its really painful & the pain sort of travels to my head causing headache…

Cutie on the other hand ‘developed’ a “crying whenever she wants to sleep” habit…dun know how or why it happened…usually starts in the evening around 5pm+ when she wants to sleep…she’ll cry for around 5-10mins…the she’s fall asleep…& tat’s with us carrying her…I wonder how long she’ll cry if we left her on the cot…she’ll sleep for 1 or 2hr…wake up for milk…then cry herself back to sleep…then another 1 or 2hr later wake up (usually its 10pm+)…& after drinking & changing to PJ…she’ll start crying again & tis is always the loudest & longest cry…it has been going on for 2 or 3 wks…& its driving me nuts…I’m also worried if there’s anything wrong…I called the PD asking if there’s anything wrong…brought her to see the PD too…but there’s nothing we can do…its not even colic…cos she cries @ different times of the day…& she dun seems to be in pain…just crying & crying…*sigh*

So for Memory Monday I chose the verse

Psalm 121:1-2 – I lift my eyes to the hills – where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.

Cutie is 3mths old…