Have you ever wondered abt life & death?

Something happened…I’ll be arranging for check up…so until I got the result I won’t be saying anything abt it…

But it caused me to think a bit abt death…somehow tis ‘idea’ of death never did scare me before…when I was single or even married…I used to talk to husband abt it…wat to do if either of us pass away before the other person…but now tat I’ve kids…I’m kind of scared…not for myself…but for them…they’re so young…who would look after them…how are they going to handle it…& so on…I pray & pray with all my heart I’ll be able to see them grow up…I really hope its just a bad scare…!

We are real…living creature…we live & die…so every minute count…use it meaningfully… 

The thunder was so loud last nite…it woke everyone up…Sweetie asked for me & I swapped room with husband…but she still can’t sleep…kept wanting a hug…a song…Cutie didn’t sleep well too…according to husband…he kept carrying her & she was semi asleep…4hrs of sleep gone…!!

Cutie is 6mths old…she’s learning to eat brown rice now…

Its Sweetie’s 2^nd wk in school…thank God she’s pass the crying phase…! She seems to be back to her usual self…happy to go school (class)…really makes me wonder wat happened during the last wk of May…

Finally managed to get Cutie to eat more than 5 mouthful of brown rice…really takes lots of time coaxing her to open her mouth…even after the food has gone into her mouth we’ve to make sure she swallows it & not spit it out…(funny girl)…